Sushi..

Today late for church..
coz my sister woke up late..
than when and fetch dear..
after that went buy food for children church..
summore i havent eat..so hungry..=(
so finish eating at 10.45..
so late for church lo..

My sister and her fren went to sumway.. =(
i cannot go..coz need go home study..exam tmr..
so after church went to ioi..
went with dear and my mom..
go eat sushi..^^
so happy..very long never eat le..
after eating went to popular buy pen..
than went walk walk..
around 4 something go home lu..

Haiz..tmr exam start le..
very scare...not ready..
is fail than die..gosh..
wish me all the best..^^

God is always there...

Hmm..dunno what to write..
but juz feel like posting something..^^
i really dunno why but this few days been very down..
but i know that my god will always be there..
he knows my every hurt..
he understand what i mean and what i'm going tru..
when no one else understand..
in his present i'm free..
free from all hurt..
trouble i'm going tru..
he is the one i can talk to..
tell everything to..when i cant tell anyone..
and he is my heavenly father..Jesus christ..

something!!!

haiz..there is something in __ heart..
but dunno how to say..or type it out...
__juz feel that why must it always be like that..
_A_also like that.._B_also the same..
why cant they treat __ like that when with __..
is like they treat their now partner better than __ when their are with __...

Haiz..dont know what i'm writing..
but juz feel like writing something..><

year end exam ><

I'm so dead..haiz..
year end exam is like 1 week away..
and i haven't even study anything..
haiz..starting to freak out..
dunno what to do..
feel so tired and lazy to open the book..
gosh...why must there be exam's..
must study le...
cannot lazy ad..
if not will fail..than die!!
haiz..who can help me in my add maths???
my modern maths okok only..
add maths is like double modern maths..haiz..
chemistry and physics also not that good..
ah...going to die ah..
emo...=(

p.s NEED TO STUDY

feeling right now..

I'M JUST SO TIRED
OF EVERYTHING

UNDERSTAND???

You will never understand why am i feeling this way..
you think that i'm weird..
but i couldn't care less..
because u will never understand..
and i never expect u to understand..
so ya..u dun have to understand..
and u dun have to KNOW..
i think u dun even give a damn about it..
u juz think that i'm weird..

I dun even know why am i letting this turn my life upside down..
why am i even allowing this to hurt me..
there will always be lots of question
than will not have any answer..
so i'm juz going to let it be..

Yup made up my mind..
DUN CARE...

Deep inside..

Something really shock me yesterday..
have no idea why i will sad and heart pain..
i myself dun know..so pls dun ask me why..
ppl might think I'm crazy..
and think that all this is weird..
but all i can say is i have no idea what is going on in my mind..
since yesterday super emo..
today kind of feeling better..

I have learn to accept what had happen..
trying not to bother much about ur life..
is the past..for me to know about what is happening in ur life..
have to move on..
memories will always be memories..

You can read this post..
think all u want..
but pls dun come and ask me anything about this..
this is something personal..
and i hope i remain personal..
some might know what I'm talking..
some might not have a clue...
conclusion DUN NOT ASK ME ANYTHING ABOUT THIS..
i really dunno should i post this..but i really need to spill it out..

P/S: writing from the heart..PLEAS dun ask..