all the things you never knew

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
Hu die zha ji chi yan jing
How many times does a butterfly blink

才学会飞行
Cai xue hui fei xing
Before it learns to fly?

夜空洒满了星星
ye kong sa man le xing xing
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars

但几颗会落地
Dan ji ke hui luo di
but a few will fall to the ground

我飞行 当你坠落之际
Wo fei xing Dang ni zui luo zhi ji
Even as I fly, you fall

很靠近 还听见呼吸
Hen kao jing Hai ting jian hu xi
So close I can hear you breathe

对不起 我却没捉紧你
Dui bu qi Wo que mei zhuo jin ni
I'm sorry i did not grab hold of you

你不知道我为什么离开你
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
You don't know why I had to leave you

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
Wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
I insist on not telling you and let your tears run

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
Ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu Sui luo man di
our teardrops seem like a downpour shattering all over the ground

在心里清晰
Zai xin li qing xi
clearly know in my heart

你不知道我为什么狠下心
Ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
you do not know why I am so cruel

盘旋在你看不见的高空里
Pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
hovering high above you where you cannot see

多的是 你不知道的事
Duo de shi Ni bu zi dao de shi
So many are the things you never knew

love in disgust

Yesterday went to ioi with sister and mummy...
went and watch movie...Love in disgust ...
acted by Wang Lee Hom...
the story also written by him..

Wang Lee Hom is so talented..awww
he can play the piano, violin, guitar, drum and the chinese instrument..
and now he can act and also a directer of the movie love in disgust..
he is so handsome...weeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

Back to the movie..
is a very touching movie..
mostly about his life..i guess...
in the movie he is a superstar(he already is)
and he disgust as a normal person to find a girl that play the 'Guzhen'
the music played by her gave him vision...
as he lead that normal life he fell in love with her..
and also the normal person life...

ok..i shall not tell the whole story here...
go watch it...Wang Lee Hom very leng cai ^^

PS: must watch LOVE IN DISGUST ^^

Will u still be my friend????

I'm not perfect..
I have my flaws..
I have many secrets..
there are many dark secrets that
if u know u might run very far...
I have done stuff u might never imagine...
I'm hot tempered

SO will u still be my friend??

Saying Goodbye

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared

In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things
we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
`Cause a true love never dies

pic

ECLIPSE

Despicable Me

Movie

Yesterday after youth went and watch Despicable Me...
watched with the youth ppl at 7 something..
the show very nice..
the girl and the yellow thing very cute..hehe...

Today after church went to ioi to watch ECLIPSE....
after so long of waiting..at last get to watch ^^
Jacob so hot ahh!!! lol...
really he is super cute and hot...
the movie was much more better than new moon...
Taylor Lautner hot !!!!

Ps: despicable me and eclipse is a must watch movie ^^

Gunung Ledang

Juz came back from school camp..
went to gunung ledang johor..
so tired now ^^
but i had a great time there..
I had alot of fun with my frens..
during the camp i gain alot of new experience..

Such as climbing to the puncak of gunung ledang..
and learn basic survival cooking..
damn tiring climbing the mountain..
now leg super pain..

On the last day of camp the jurulatih took us to the waterfall to play..
super fun..and the water very cooling..

During the camp the abang keep on asking us to squat..
now pro at squatting..lol..

I miss the camp..
miss the abang..
miss the fun...

fifteen-taylor swift

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

Exam

Well i'm not suppose to on9..
so shhhh!!! haha...
finally one week of exam is over..
but still got 2 more weeks to go...ahhhh!!!!
cannot tahan ah...haiz....

Got to study study study study.....
still got add maths, bio, chem, phy and soooooooooo many more...
*dizzy* thinking of it..
better go STUDY!!!
bye bye

moral

Finally i'm done with my moral folio..
actually not really done..haha..
still got my kerja amal laporan havent finish..
nothing to write..lazy to think..^^

Memories??

Memories..what are memories to you??
memories is something that never fade away..
it actually stays in ur mind and heart..
just that u never realise that it was all the while there..
for some reason we tend to hid those memories..
it is hidden deep down ur heart..
but once in a while it will just pop out..
without u noticing..
weird rite..^^

There are many memories in life..
either will the memories be sweet or bitter..
happy or sad one..they will always be part of ur life..
those happy and sweet memories are something that u want to remember for life..
and for the sad and bitter memories will be those that u will never want to remember..
sometimes u hope that those memories will just fade away..

Memories will always remain as memories..
it is something that happen in the pass...
dun ever let the pass hold ur future...

BORING DAY!!!!

I'm super bored now..
nothing to do..
dunno what to write...
my blog is like super dead le..
haiz...what should i write???
damn bored ah...


SO fast April ad..
haven't really started studing..
mid-term exam is like in may..
so soon..*freaking out*
but i dun feel like studying..
see the book also feel like sleeping ad..
haiz..do dead wei..=(
I miss Jolyn =(

NS

Super long never update blog le..
dunno what to write...^^

Tomorrow jolyn going to NS le..
going to miss her so much..
cant believe time pass so fast..
haiz..3 months later only can see her..sob sob...

ps: going to miss u babe

valentines day

27/2/10
High praise cool youth had an awesome party =P
was surprise when i went there..
the guys did a very good in the deco and food..
the deco was so creative..
we really under estimate our COOL youth guys..^^
food was good..
they bake cake and blueberry cheese tarts..
there was also other food cook by the guys..
i super love the blueberry cheese tart..=)

After that the youth band did a performance..
the song super nice..
later on we had lots of games prepared by guys too..

Had lots of fun that day..

p/s thanks guys

pictures...





band preparing



game time...

foods

pictures

in the train


siemens, melissa, sheryn and me


siemens and me

at klcc









melissa, me, jolyn and sheryn

me and jolyn

'monkey' ^^

sheryn and me

felyn me and jolyn

KLCC

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family dinner 20/2/10




outing with family



cousin

emo day!!

Hiaz...today in school super moody and emo..
want to know why??
actually i also dunno why..
juz feel super emo..
didn't really talk as much as i usually do..
dun have the mood to even open my mouth..
i tried my best to put a smile on my face..
but i fail to do so..
sorry if i make ur day bad by being emo..(frens)
some of u guys might understand what i'm saying..

I really feel like a toy..
worst way to put it is a piece of used paper..
when u guys need me than find me..
when ur friends are not around find me..
talk to me, ask me for help..
but when u guys are done with that..
u all juz throw me aside..
dun even talk to me or even a hi..
i'm like invisible..
what the h***..
i tell myself to dun care..
juz let it be..
but i juz cant
why must i care so much about friendship??
why must friendship be so so important to me??
WHY??
i feel so weak in this..

dead blog ^^

So long never update my blog ad..
it look so dead..haha..
hmm..feel like many things has change..
so fast f5 ad..have to study like super hard..
feel like have more responsible ^^
kor kor James ad went back to Australia..
it was like he juz came back not long ago..
kind of miss him..

I dun even know what to write ad..haha..

boring day

Today didn't go to school..
coz dun want to go..
school nothing to do..
super boring..sometimes i feel all alone
although there are ppl around me..
the person i'm sitting with usually wont be there..
which makes it like i sitting alone..
my fren have their own fren..
that makes me alone.. =(

Everyday i hope that school end faster..
i use to like going to school..but not anymore..
now i super scare when koko comes..
it will be like..haiz...i dunno la...
at the moment dun want think about it..

p/s trying hard to like school

SCHOOL

Haiz..first day back to sch was not FUN at all..
everything feel so different without u with me..
feel so lonely..
in the morning wait alone..
summore raining..lagi sad..haiz
than have to walk myself to class..
in class was ok..coz i dun feel so lonely..
rehat time also walk alone to canteen..
thank God that grace was there..
so talk to her lo..
after school also have to walk alone..
super sad..felt like crying..
hope that u was with me..
what a lonely and BORING day

PS: I love u