Feeling alone...

Last friday was something i dint really expected
usually i will look forward to friday..
because is time where i spend tome with my cousin and fren..
we will go out and eat than chat and play..
and is the last day of schooling..
but things has change alot...
now i dun i want friday to come..
my cousin hardly even teman me..
my friend either goes back or go out eat with other ppl...

On friday i was hoping that kai ling will teman me..
actually she said that i can follow her but i dun really know her fren..
they all are basketball player..i'm not like her..
can make fren so easily...i also wish that i can make fren easily...

After school i felt so lonely..
it feels like i have no one to talk to..=(
at that moment i felt like sinking into the ground..
maybe like tat i wont feel the loneliness...
thank God han shen came and teman me..
if not i think i will die of loneliness..

Last friday was also the worst day..
i felt so heart broken..
i should not have went in there..
everything that i saw juz broke my heart..
i wish i could juz die there..
gosh..haiz...
i felt like crying but i could not..

P/S: i dont want friday to come...

Outing

Yesterday had sport day..

went to school around 7 like tat..

than waited for swee yen to come..

i thought no need to start getting ready stuff to sell..
but me and some fren have to set up stuff and get things orginese..

before the sport even start i was like sweating like mad..

Sport started at 8 something..

by than we were already selling stuff..

i was standing from 8 until 12.30..

me and swee yen shout like mad..haha

we was promoting out drinks..

by the way..we was selling drinks..

is was so hot and tiring...

Ok..after than i went to youth..

was so tired that i could not even keep my eye open..

thank god that i was able to stay awake during worship..

luckily i never fall asleep when auntie droline was teaching..haha..

After youth..me, my sister, the wong sister and bee jan went to sunway..

we sat bus there..
when we rech sunway..i was like starving...

cannot blame me rite..i never really ate anything k..

we ate at kim gary..

after eating we went and watch movie..

we watched passenger..the show very sad le..

must watch..

the show ended around 9..

than we walk around..and went home around 10..hehe

What a tiring day..

but it was also a very fun and happy day...

here are some pic..

Easter Celebrations

Sorry now only update about easter...

ok..easter was on the 12/4/09..

the youth group had a dance presention..

and there was also drama..

by the adult and also some of the youth..

the drama was very funny..but there is a massage to that drama..

hope that everyone get the massage...

i was happy that Aaron came for this eastr celebration..

i hope that this easter celebration will let him know more about JESUS...

After the dance and drama...

me and a few of the youth went to and help out with the children church..

Ong, Tiffany ang Ji chuan did a short puppet presentation for them..

all the children really like it..

later on they had game..it was so tiring watching after them..

the children are like super hyper...

Here are some video and pic...

at sunway..acting emo..

In green..jc,tiffany and siemens..sharolyn in black and me in yellow..hehe..

at the children church..

where is tiffany??? pancake..squash together..

i'm back..^^

I'm back..hehe..
been so long since i last updated..
after school..i was so scare that i will be alone..
luckily ivan they all ask whether i want to follow them go out eat..
and of cause i said yes..^^
it was abit weird and scary going out eat with them..
since this is my first time going out eat with them...
summore i was the only girl..
anyway thx Kai Ling for helping me find ppl teman me..luv ya..
and Han Shen thank you for buying me lunch..luv u lots..
next time must let me belanja u back..=)

Today had a very fun time at koko...
we the Leo club member had a very fun activity..
I had alot of fun..been so long since i had so much fun...
thx so much to u all that organise the game..
I got splash like dunno how many time..
i was like soaking wet..summore the wind keep on blowing..so cold...
hope that i dun get sick =)

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Wondering why???
do i really have true fren??
will they be there to catch me went i fall??
will they leave me alone??

Sometimes i feel lonely even if i'm with my fren...
they seem to like leave me behind..
i try so hard to hide all this tears..
but at some point it will juz flow down my face...
is not easy being alone in a group of fren..
it hurts seeing them having fun..and ur are not include in..

But i know that i have one person that will lever leave me alone..
that is Jesus my best friend and saviour..
He is always there for me..
never letting me go..
He love me more than anyone can..

EASTER CELEBRATION

High Praise will be having a easter celebration..
is on the 12/4/2009..on a sunday..
it will be held at sheraton ballroom 3,subang jaya..

Easter is not about egg and bunny..
the real meaning of easter is about the resurrection of jesus..
to know more about the true meaning of easter..
do come on 12/4/2009..
all are invited..
God bless...