Tuesday, December 30, 2008

loving u breaks my heart

I really dun know what to do..
i tried talking to u ..
but i feel that u are cutting me out..
i juz feel that u dun wan to talk to me..
everyone say that u dunno what to say..
but i feel that u dun want to speak to me..

It really hurts knowing that u are ignoring me..
what can i do to make u talk to me..
loving you really makes my heart pain..
i really want to forget about u..
but i cant bring myself to do so..
WHY IS IT SO HARD!!!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

TAGGED BY JOLYN

Tagged by Jolyn...!!~~

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs
B.) Tag 12 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C.)Continue this game by sending it to other people I Tag
Everyone that is reading my blog....

01. What have you been doing recently?
party and going out..

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
sometimes...

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
eating breakfast...

04. When did you last cry?
few days ago ^^

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
nope..only believe in GOD

06. What do you want in your life right now?
dunno...

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood?
it depends..~.~

08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my boster..^^

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
long pants..

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
u are a great fren..good nite..

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
NO..

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope..

13. What was the last movie you caught?
The day the earth stood still..dun watch very boring..

14. What are you proud of?
everything???

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
why must i tell u^^

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
forget the name

17. Do you have any nicknames?
yes..alot =.=

18. What does you last received text message say?
see you later..

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
around 12..

20. Are you currently happy?
i think so..

21. Who gives you best advice?
Auntie doraline =)

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nope..dun like whipped cream..

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
no one...=(

24.Is anyone bugging you right now?
nope..

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
tiffany and siemens =)

26. Do you wear toe socks?
yup...

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
my mom..

28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
YES..many times..and it hurts

29. What annoys you most in a person?
ppl ignoring me and make me feel invisible..annoying ppl

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yup..

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
No..never

32. What is the colour of your room?
Pink..=)

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
No..what for..it is a sin =)

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
huh???

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
my sister..

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
er..dunno le..

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
NO...

38. Do you have a life?.
ya..

39. Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't die?
Nope..never think of any one dying..

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
no reason...

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
HIM....

42. Last time you smiled?
Few minutes ago..

43. Have you changed this year?
Yes.. a lot..^^

44. What are you listening right now?
nothing...

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
nope..all alone..

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
open la..lol..

47. Is there a quote you live by?
no idea what is that..^^

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
Ya...

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yes... :)

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
cant think of any

51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
having party with my dad side..

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
LOVE???

53. What song best describe your love life?
dunno...

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
I think so..

55. Who always make you laugh??
my circles of fren

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Yup..

57. Favourite website(s)?
blog???

58. What's your middle name?
Pang..

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
going to youth..

60. What do you think you are like?
myself la..^^

61. Who will you choose to die with?
never think of that question b4..

62. Where have you been today?
youth Christmas party..^^

63. What game do you play often?
er.............

64. Who are you missing right now?
_____secret

65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
i dun like this question..both are equally important

66. What are you doing right now?
this tag la..swt..

67. Which primary school are you from?
er..seafield 3 that later to SKDOJ

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Black, Pink and White

69. What emotion you like to show?
happy la..

70. What is your life to you?
very important..every second count

71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
pray to God..

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
ong..

73. Who do you admire most?
er..nobody

74. Which month are you born in?
june

75. How are you feeling right now?
sleepy..sad..

76. What is the time now?
2.16 am..=.=

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
very sweet girl and caring fren..

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
never dye before..

79. Why are you doing this test?
coz i was tag by jolyn^^

80. What do you do when you're moody?
eat chocolate and pray..

81. At which age you wish to get married?
never think of getting married..maybe 27

82. Who is more important to you?
God,my saviour

83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
tell all of u that i LOVE u..

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
God

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
ya..seen before..^^

86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
dunno..

87. What is your goal for this year?
to get good result fro pmr..be a better person..

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
ya..maybe..dunno la..

89. What feeling do you love most?
not being ignored..and ppl caring for me..

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
ya..

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
ppl treat me as if i'm invisible..when someone ignore me without a reason..

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yup..

93. Do you believe in God?
Duh..of cause..

94. Who cares for you most?
God, my sister, my mom and my fren...i think so..

95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life?
every moment counts..

96. What will you bring when you fight?
fight need to bring what o..

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
alot..dun want to say..

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
very sad.. feel rejected

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
huh?? what two-timed suppose to mean?

100. How do you feel now?
tired..confused

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

youth camp!!!

I'm back from youth camp..
had lots of fun there..
the speaker was great..
learn lot of things there..
i learn more about myself...
know more about my identity..
we also learn how to make balloon Patten..

Miss everyone there..
how i wish i can go back..
went it was time to go back..
i felt like i juz got there..
we bonding with almost all the ppl there..
that is what make me miss them so much..
here are some pic..enjoy


deborah, tiffany and me

hug..

pic with kor kor james..


dirty ppl^^



sharolyn, ji chuan and me
lying on the floor..yeng le ^^
hotel toilet
after the game all dirty
listening to the speaker
zekey a.k.a lion jumping tru thr hole by jason and siemens
siemens, chee fung and ji chuan
say cheese^^

Monday, December 15, 2008

random post

Be thankful for what you have..
Be creative...
Be innovative...
Think differently and positively..
Invite the people towards good with wisdom...
Live life with no excuse andlove with no regrets..
When Life gives you a 100 reasons to cry,
show life that you have 1000reasons to smile...
Face your past without regret...
Handle your present with confidence...
Prepare for the future without fear...
Keep the faith and drop the fear..
Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs...
Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve..
Life is wonderful if you know how to live...
Enjoy Life.......
and Make A Difference.....

Thursday, December 11, 2008

picture!!

din't to take alot of picture..
anyway enjoy..
5/12/2008
at sunway..watch blot..


smile ppl..^^

lollipop girls ^^

melissa pang, felyn, me and jolyn..teddy bear^^
homeless ppl^^..jkjk

felyn and melissa with their lollipop

say cheese@@

part of cool youth girls...we went and watch blot

me and sheryn..
me, sheryn and jolyn..

tiffany, felyn, me, jolyn and sheryn...

7/12/2008
at sunway..watch twilight..

melissa and felyn..pizza hut..

sheryn and melissa ong..
tiffany and me..
jolyn and su ann..

Monday, December 8, 2008

sunway..

Yesterday after church went to sunway with..
jolyn, fer, sheryn, my sister,tiffany
ji chuan, siemens, mel ong and su ann..
had so much fun..
all of us like super hyper..
first we wentand eat pizza..
than we went to watch movie..
watch TWILIGHT..
got so many leng cai ^^

After the movie ji chuan..
keep on acting like the character..
say that he is the vampire..
so funny..

dont know what to write ad..
p/s: must watch twilight^^

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

juz a post...

lets see..
can't wait for this coming friday..
going out with fren(at last)..
most of the youth ppl will be going..
it will be fun going out with a big group of fren..^^
hope to have a wonderful time..

I'm super happy that we are all going out this friday..
but i don't know why am i feeling a bit scare..
scare that things will turn out not happy..
hiaz..all i have to tell myself is not to think so much..

Youth Camp...^^
youth camp is juz around the corner..
14 days more too youth camp..
can't wait..ahh...
thinking what to bring there..
haha..i know is still quite early..
but can't stop thinking about youth camp..
hope many many ppl go..haha..

Hmm..nothing to write ad..
bye bye..^^

Monday, December 1, 2008

promise!!!

A friend made a promise too another friend..
a promise not to tell out a secret..
i really want to know what is the secret ..
the secret that they are keeping from me..

There are many question running in my head..
it really hurts to know that they are hiding something from me..

At times i really want to know what are the hiding from me..
but at times i don't want to know..
maybe i juz too scare to know the secret..
but no matter what..
i really wish they will let me know..

P/s: i don't blame u for keeping this secret from me..don't blame urself..