pictures

in the train


siemens, melissa, sheryn and me


siemens and me

at klcc









melissa, me, jolyn and sheryn

me and jolyn

'monkey' ^^

sheryn and me

felyn me and jolyn

KLCC

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family dinner 20/2/10




outing with family



cousin

emo day!!

Hiaz...today in school super moody and emo..
want to know why??
actually i also dunno why..
juz feel super emo..
didn't really talk as much as i usually do..
dun have the mood to even open my mouth..
i tried my best to put a smile on my face..
but i fail to do so..
sorry if i make ur day bad by being emo..(frens)
some of u guys might understand what i'm saying..

I really feel like a toy..
worst way to put it is a piece of used paper..
when u guys need me than find me..
when ur friends are not around find me..
talk to me, ask me for help..
but when u guys are done with that..
u all juz throw me aside..
dun even talk to me or even a hi..
i'm like invisible..
what the h***..
i tell myself to dun care..
juz let it be..
but i juz cant
why must i care so much about friendship??
why must friendship be so so important to me??
WHY??
i feel so weak in this..

dead blog ^^

So long never update my blog ad..
it look so dead..haha..
hmm..feel like many things has change..
so fast f5 ad..have to study like super hard..
feel like have more responsible ^^
kor kor James ad went back to Australia..
it was like he juz came back not long ago..
kind of miss him..

I dun even know what to write ad..haha..

boring day

Today didn't go to school..
coz dun want to go..
school nothing to do..
super boring..sometimes i feel all alone
although there are ppl around me..
the person i'm sitting with usually wont be there..
which makes it like i sitting alone..
my fren have their own fren..
that makes me alone.. =(

Everyday i hope that school end faster..
i use to like going to school..but not anymore..
now i super scare when koko comes..
it will be like..haiz...i dunno la...
at the moment dun want think about it..

p/s trying hard to like school

SCHOOL

Haiz..first day back to sch was not FUN at all..
everything feel so different without u with me..
feel so lonely..
in the morning wait alone..
summore raining..lagi sad..haiz
than have to walk myself to class..
in class was ok..coz i dun feel so lonely..
rehat time also walk alone to canteen..
thank God that grace was there..
so talk to her lo..
after school also have to walk alone..
super sad..felt like crying..
hope that u was with me..
what a lonely and BORING day

PS: I love u

Movie and yamcha

Yesterday after church went to asia cafe for lunch..
with kor kor james..most of the youth also went..
we went there around 3 something..
after lunch we went to sunway..at 5 something..
haha..we sat and talk at asia cafe for like 3 hours..^^

We walk around in sunway waiting for kor kor james and the rest to come..
kor kor james came around 8..
than we went for dinner at Wendy's..
had alot of fun that day..
after dinner we went for our movie..( avatar)
the movie started at 9..and we was like 10 min late..haha
the movie ended at 11 something..
we meet up with tiff and the rest of the ppl that din't watch the movie..
all of us decided to go yamcha at Kayu..

Me, my sis, jo and bee jan follow kor kor james car..
kor kor james din't recognise his car..
coz when he press his car key it did not respond..^^
he forgot to turn off his car light..lol..
so he went to find the guard for help..
while he was away he alarm trigger..
super funny le..and nosie..haha..
kor kor james came back and said that push the car than it wil work..
so the guys help to push..
it was a very fun experience

P/S: miss kor kor james..he is in sabah..^^

WIFI camp

Just came back from youth camp..
so fast over ad..
feel like went for 1 day..><
this year team was WIFI..
which means I'm In For It..
learn lot thru this camp..
teamwork is very important..
also meet new friends..

Games was super fun..
first time youth camp had games at night..
summore until 12 something
although it was tiring we all had lots of fun..
love my team so much..
we had a wonderful team leader(jolyn)
Pink team rock..^^

Worship was really good..
really encounter God present..
the section with pastor Nicholas
was very fun..
first time able to memorise the bible..
at the camp happy to see ppl accept christ..

Miss camp so much..><