emo day!!

Hiaz...today in school super moody and emo..
want to know why??
actually i also dunno why..
juz feel super emo..
didn't really talk as much as i usually do..
dun have the mood to even open my mouth..
i tried my best to put a smile on my face..
but i fail to do so..
sorry if i make ur day bad by being emo..(frens)
some of u guys might understand what i'm saying..

I really feel like a toy..
worst way to put it is a piece of used paper..
when u guys need me than find me..
when ur friends are not around find me..
talk to me, ask me for help..
but when u guys are done with that..
u all juz throw me aside..
dun even talk to me or even a hi..
i'm like invisible..
what the h***..
i tell myself to dun care..
juz let it be..
but i juz cant
why must i care so much about friendship??
why must friendship be so so important to me??
WHY??
i feel so weak in this..