NS

Super long never update blog le..
dunno what to write...^^

Tomorrow jolyn going to NS le..
going to miss her so much..
cant believe time pass so fast..
haiz..3 months later only can see her..sob sob...

ps: going to miss u babe

valentines day

27/2/10
High praise cool youth had an awesome party =P
was surprise when i went there..
the guys did a very good in the deco and food..
the deco was so creative..
we really under estimate our COOL youth guys..^^
food was good..
they bake cake and blueberry cheese tarts..
there was also other food cook by the guys..
i super love the blueberry cheese tart..=)

After that the youth band did a performance..
the song super nice..
later on we had lots of games prepared by guys too..

Had lots of fun that day..

p/s thanks guys

pictures...





band preparing



game time...

foods

pictures

in the train


siemens, melissa, sheryn and me


siemens and me

at klcc









melissa, me, jolyn and sheryn

me and jolyn

'monkey' ^^

sheryn and me

felyn me and jolyn

KLCC

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family dinner 20/2/10




outing with family



cousin

emo day!!

Hiaz...today in school super moody and emo..
want to know why??
actually i also dunno why..
juz feel super emo..
didn't really talk as much as i usually do..
dun have the mood to even open my mouth..
i tried my best to put a smile on my face..
but i fail to do so..
sorry if i make ur day bad by being emo..(frens)
some of u guys might understand what i'm saying..

I really feel like a toy..
worst way to put it is a piece of used paper..
when u guys need me than find me..
when ur friends are not around find me..
talk to me, ask me for help..
but when u guys are done with that..
u all juz throw me aside..
dun even talk to me or even a hi..
i'm like invisible..
what the h***..
i tell myself to dun care..
juz let it be..
but i juz cant
why must i care so much about friendship??
why must friendship be so so important to me??
WHY??
i feel so weak in this..

dead blog ^^

So long never update my blog ad..
it look so dead..haha..
hmm..feel like many things has change..
so fast f5 ad..have to study like super hard..
feel like have more responsible ^^
kor kor James ad went back to Australia..
it was like he juz came back not long ago..
kind of miss him..

I dun even know what to write ad..haha..

boring day

Today didn't go to school..
coz dun want to go..
school nothing to do..
super boring..sometimes i feel all alone
although there are ppl around me..
the person i'm sitting with usually wont be there..
which makes it like i sitting alone..
my fren have their own fren..
that makes me alone.. =(

Everyday i hope that school end faster..
i use to like going to school..but not anymore..
now i super scare when koko comes..
it will be like..haiz...i dunno la...
at the moment dun want think about it..

p/s trying hard to like school

SCHOOL

Haiz..first day back to sch was not FUN at all..
everything feel so different without u with me..
feel so lonely..
in the morning wait alone..
summore raining..lagi sad..haiz
than have to walk myself to class..
in class was ok..coz i dun feel so lonely..
rehat time also walk alone to canteen..
thank God that grace was there..
so talk to her lo..
after school also have to walk alone..
super sad..felt like crying..
hope that u was with me..
what a lonely and BORING day

PS: I love u